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Oct. 21st, 2008

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Don't worry, today I'm going to....


I am now officially 18 years old.
I'm still the same.
Nothing's changed from yesterday  except my clothes. oh well what did I expect? I hope everyone has had a great october twenty first. Mine's been good so far. But it will get much better tonight. Anyways. I haven't got a lot to say. I've just been so incredibly busy that I haven't had time to do anything at all as of late.
So i apologize for neglecting some people.
also

I am in love.

 

have a fantastic week =]


 

Oct. 8th, 2008

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It's starting


My dad got laid off from work on Monday. We've begun job hunting, but the outlook right now is not so good. It's going to be a very long winter, I predict. Yet, right now, my life has never been quite so marvelous. I'm like, legit, so very very happy.  You've no idea the effect one person has had on me these past 6 months. It's...hard to grasp at times. But it makes everything else right now seem so petty and small. I've got absolutely no worries, no stress because of him.
So thank you, kid.
I love you.
I love you a lot. 

Sep. 18th, 2008

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Angry Rabbit in a Red Wagon.


I know. My titles never have anything to do with what I say. It's all good. So, it's only like, the 5th week of school, but I'm already eager to leave. It's not really the generic teenage angst thing. I don't feel like school is doing anything for me right now. Everyone is worrying about the future, and yes that's very understandable. But honest to God, if one more person tries to make me sign up for ACT or SAT or PPY or XYz or 96.3 FM I am going to flip the frick out. You may have good intentions, but you're wasting my time. If I were to die in 2 years, would any of that matter? Now, I know you can't live your life based on that philosophy, because no one knows exactly when they're going to die...still, I would much rather be outside enjoying my life while I am able to, than sit all day in a chair being told what is what and how I should plan out my entire future. No. No thank you.
Should I drop out of high school...probobly not. Do I need to wear myself out to the point of literal insanity trying to get into the perfect college just so I can never use whatever document that says I'm a toal badass in some subject that no one really cares about or requires to get a decent job? DEFINATELY not. DO you know what I'll be doing that one Saturday morning while everyone is filling in bubbles with apathetic gray shades? I will be painting my room that cheerful victorian green I've grown to love so much. And each roll I swipe against the wall will be one more step towards the progression of completing something I love, and something worth my time.

So please. Stop telling my time is running out to get a good future. My time has just begun to live my life to the fullest.


Oh, and, by the way. If you start finding bizzarre things written on a one dollar bill, maybe you should write back? I like to write all my secrets on one dollar bills. I want to see if I ever get one back. I've been doing this for quite some time...and I still haven't been given my own secret back.  Also, it feels really good knowing I can tell George everything about myself, and he never ever judges me.


Lator Gators :]

Sep. 8th, 2008

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Truely Love is a Spider


If home is really where the heart is, then we're the smartest kids I know. Because no matter where we are in this great big world we'll never be more than a few miles from home. And that's important because I need to travel. I've had this itching in my shoes since I was just a little kid. And before I hitch hiked with best friends I rode the greyhound bus. My mom would say, " I hope someday you get saved from being so impulsive."

Aug. 28th, 2008

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can't touch this

I love everything about life.

but mostly, I love hot chocolate.

Aug. 22nd, 2008

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I Love Swingsets

Maggie and I spent the day taking pictures at the Primary school. It was lots of fun, and I needed that.  Then I made a huge pot of ginger tea and home made spice cookies and we had a tea party. Today was a wonderful, wonderful day.

Aug. 16th, 2008

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On being joyful and content

I am extatic and my thoughts are uncontrollably sparatic! But they're all centered around one center....JOY. In plush, ripe tones, JOY is rushing through my bones! If joy were a color it would be purple pastel pretty. Like what old women and young children both wear on easter. Eating deviled eggs and drinking kool-aid...chasing blown bubbles in the back yard... The young one's distracting hats fly off and the old ones laugh a contageous laughter that is to be shared by everyone there. The sun shines down as all of their physical imperfections gleam beautifully. And inside, inside I feel like this and I look outside my window and imagine the future purple, pastel pretty moments that I will one day share with my husband, my children, my friends, and my family. I really look foward to those moments, but I am thankful for the one that I am having right now! This evening, alone, on my couch.
Overwhelmed.....by JOY.

Aug. 10th, 2008

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howdey hey

Well, this is my first entry. whoopdedo. I heard about LJ from a good friend and decided to give it a go myself. 
so uh. Here's what's on my mind right now.
Camp. Everyone's talking about our enabler reunion and where and when it should be held. I'm positive that it'll be over christmas break sometime. And probobly end whenever school starts. That's cool with me. A lot of people are saying we should have it at Grayson's gradparent's beach house. Now don't get me wrong. I adore the beach no matter the season, but I would so love it if we could just have the reunion at the Netta. ya know? At least everyone knows where that is. And I'd give ANYTHING to just be able to fall asleep in a Wilson bunk again.
Ahhh I miss camp.
and everyone so badly. summer is just bleak without my enabler pals. At least I'll see Stu Pop at the youth council retreat.
Still, what I wouldn't give for just one night at Wilson.

School's starting up soon. I'll be a senior this year. Ew. Senior. it sounds so old.  I don't really care a lot abot school right now, dunno why. Everyone else is calling me all exciting like "OMG katie whats your schedual lol i cant wait for school again blah blah blah"
but I'm still like. "whatever. school. whatever."
I mean, sure it'll be nice seeing all my old school chums again, but really.......I don't care. Not trying to sound emo here or anything, I honestly just have no motivation. Yay AP bio!!!! thats about it.

Anywho, I reckon I'll get off this computer and go do something productive. I hate being lethargic.

Later Gators